hate!!

hate my life now!!!

its just like fuck!!!

i duwan my life d!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!

really no mummy its really cannot!!!!

i rather DIE!!!

fucking my life.......

Gunice back~

Skip........... Skip...............

Gunice back~

Have a lot things happen on me..

Who is the one that most important for me...

already left me...

lost she just lik lost my whole life....=="

she is the one that always acc me...

she is the one bring hapiness for me....

she is the one can share everything with me...

that was my mummy!!!

now without she, just always feel lonely....

mummy...

i miss u a lot....

many things that I had promise u...

but...before i can do it..

you ady left me...you ady left this world...

I love u mummy!!!

this few weeks really thanks to my fren and my family...

that always acc me....

always support me!!!

thanks a lot...

dont worry...I will do what I promise to my mummy...

I will be alright to continue my life...^^

___________end____________

bye bye.....^^

Feel Bad

Today really feel bad....
heard something that U don hope to know...
His friend tell me now he is chasing other girl...
Just a word in my mind BLANK!!!!



I hate this feeling come to me....
I really don hope to have that feeling in my mind....
haiz....
never mind d ba......
i take he as human but he take me as stupid>>>
Maybe lie me is fun but I hope u will knw what is the feeling give ppl lie...
Actually not I believe what that girl say...
but.... is I cant believe what u say....
haiz...forget it ba....


dunno wan call he to my mummy birthday or not...
actually I very hope he can go...
but now>>>> =="
this feeling come to me....


Izit what he do in his life to me just a fake life??
Enough for me d....




Wanna end here....
bye bye...

Wish her earlier....

Long time dint write blog d....
haizz...cuz cnt online...
this whole week busy v exam...

really sad of exam =="
in exam i was sick...
no mood to do my exam....
really sad.....


Finally>>>>
my mummy birthday is near... 2/6
just think wan how to celebrate for her....
no idea....
i just wan to treat her eat seafood but no money d....
now just think wan how to celebrate lo...
maybe i just can afford she eat steambot...
hope she will happy...



I think mummy wont angry to me oso if i dint treat her...
but we must know that mummy just have one..
THATS ONLY ONE....
if we lost our mother, what still can we do??
if dint have my mummy care me a lot,
i think now im just a rubbish already....
I love my mummy a lot....
I hope this birthday really will make her happy as a lark...





Wish her first "Happy Birthday"
I end here lo...
bye bye....

Amazing Last Night!!

Last Night.....^^

Mushroom come my home...

thn we together go find jane thn awake to going bath.....

cuz so late le arr....

9smthg..mushroom back le....

11smthg jane go find one gal who name ***

tat girl is one of jane de fren de gf....

she always say jane will snatch her bf away...

but she just say at back...

haiyo..infront better ma...

thats y jane going find her...

actually is talk properly bt tat *** act kuan lo...

juz a bit only lik wan fighting v jane..OMG!!!!

haizz.....

______________________________

Today...

early morning got ppl come say me...

say I go find hong luan pulak...

aduii...now make other story...

Jane n *** de things i oso not involve arr.....

Siao eh...

thn that hong lei wan kepo for wat...

oso not her business la....yo....

so excellent make other story...aiyoyo=="

one story make two story pulak.!!!

everything oso lik me n Jane eh wrong ane o!!

Thy no wrong de lo....

END here lur...

Sayonara..^^==^^

Yuck!!!

Normal back from school...

my mummy buy food for me to eat!!!

OMG!!! it was so undelicious!!!

I tell mummy.....

Thn my mummy taste it...haha...

My mummy almost vomit....no any taste another then sweet!!!

Curry is sweet??? Fried egg oso is sweet....

OMG!!! How to eat!!!!

I just eat white rice....

Cant eat tht food,,,so shit!!!

Next time dwn buy at thr stall le....

Heehee...^^

Hang Out>> Unhappy....

YESTERDAY....

Hang out v jane,cherry, and dar.....

We go watch "Being Human"....haha...

wake up early morning..thn call jane bt she nt yet wake up..

Aiyoyo...so I straight on sleep lo...

Thn after wake up oso almost 9a.m smthg d....

Feel excited but go till thr....

reallyfeel dissapointed.... cuzz....

U CHANGE!!! u CHANGE!!!

we juz like stranger...

I knw u still cant forget ur ex....

I oso knw..ex just a past bt...

when u tell me u still love ur ex...

did u knw what is my feeling???

Thats was hurt me a lot...=="

I really dunno izit Im wrong?? I already try..

Try to do what u wan...but u still feel not enough....

u always say that i not understanding u...

but did u think before...did u let me understanding u???

u make me confused..!!! I really want to tell u all this bt dunno how to spoke out...

Haizzz....Izit ur ex so important for u?? Izit???

Already 1 year++ le...but at last this I get!!

EX! EX! EX! what I don lik u do, y cant u change????
Izit hard??

That was less contact v ur ex..Hard???



I hope after u have read my blog..

u will understand what I mean...thaTS ALL...

End here...bye>>>

Sport Day

Haha...happy today is our school sport day!!!!

Me n my fren need to marching..even is hot...

but we enjoy a lot.....

we always shout for our 'house colour' for win!!!

but..a lot ppl dint go skul....

haiyoyo...y dunwan go le???

so syok neh.....

but..sad also cuz he forget i tell him b4 i gt skul today!!!

YER!!!

tomorrow wan hang out v cherry and jane!!

go watch movie....hehe...

end here le lur...

bye bye!!!

Nothing~~~

Why something argue within fren wan let everyone knw???

Past tiok past le a....

Haizzzz......dunno why

Alamak!!

Sienz lo...cnt write blogger long d....

no computer use...haizz...

ntg happen within last week lo...but yesterday go swimming...

with jane,huggies rong,shenice, and angle..

syk lo..play at there..

but last whole week very 'sueh' lo.......

no phn to use cuz give my dad throw away....

then last tuesday, early mornang...

saw something...OMG!!!! gt one guy 'pcc' while take off his pants...

Gai lo...early morning gv me saw lik tat eh thngs...

that so scared thn I faster run...Manazai he follow....\

Shit.....I faster run into bus...

Thn he ko wave hand with me!!! haizzzz............

Scared until now I no dare one ppl go waiting bus d...

HaHa..early morning awke my mummy folo me...

HeHe...end here lo=)

Bye....

5 in 1 Blogger>>

MONDAY.. 22/3

Last night he said he want to prove it to me see that...
he dint with that tortoise together before..
haiz~ at last he dint do also..
When back ome I say he is liar..thn he just tel me...
he at hospital...
At night going tuition..his fren call jane and tell jane that,
he vomit blood.... really tiok chuah..
But at last oso noyhing d...luckily.....


WEDNESDAY... 24/3

OMG...today is the shit day....
We argue again about that..haiz~
Until at night I tell him something that I don hope so..
At night he go clubbingg...haiz~
His sister sms me and say don argue v him again..
but>> did she know what he do??
That time already 4a.m something so I dint reply le..
Just wake up at 5 a.m something only I read it..
SAD!!! SAD!!! SAD!!!


THURSDAY... 25/3

This morning my form teacher called...
jane,huggies rong, and me to see her..
she ko ask us go disciplin room..aduii..
Just go disciplin room lo...
Just step in to the room, teacher was advice me and jane something...
That was she tell us that..
next time pls don let one of my fren who name...
**** **** to stay our home..
and also talk a lot nonsense to us...ALAMAK!!!
she tell us that **** **** have a serious sick...
and also got heart sick...
HAIZZ~
I just feel my fren was lie to my tearcher...
I really wan to belive but hard la...cuz she had a lot story..
How to believe?? I really wan tell teacher that all just..
like drama story!! as I know her parents,
wont be so cruel...More I not believe that...
her real father will ask she to sleep with him...
OMG!!!! Unbelievebel!!!!
How I can trust her??? Even is fren but....
Also cant believe la.... Her story really a lot...
Just like a DRAMA STORY!!!!
Haiz sorry to her....cuz dint believe that..
I will try to trust oso la..<< happy =")">

FRIDAY.... 26/3


.. UHUU today marching...
damn hot....
Just back from skul, I ask my mummy to let me go swimming...
bt she not allow... swt lo~~
So I just at my mummy's stall to help her lik normal day..
bt got something different oso...cuz my mummy ask me to cook..
cuz she sick so feel hard.....
First time cooking..
A bit tention lo when a lot ppl.....<<<<>

SATURDAY.... 28/3

Today mummy dint sell...
I go tuition lik normal lo..but late jor today...
After back home..mummy ask me go econsave..
Just acc she go lo...mananzai!! wait bus so long cant get!!
Almost wan 1 hour only get...
Go there buy a lot things lo...bt there have a lot ppl today
8something...wan back d...but this time wait bus...
just awhile lo^^ YEAH
The bus no ppl de..haha..just me and my mummy!!!
Miss him a lot today cuz whole day dint sms v him..
cuz he working...

End here lo... 5 in 1 blogger...
cuz I less can online...
Good night lur...
BYE BYE==^^

Thinking of him!!!

Normal today...but dunno why keep thinking of him~

I keep thinking that should i love him or not??

but if I think I should not, I also love le arr....

so?? I think like that just a nonsense...

even i scare will lost him, I also cant do anything.........

cuz we not always together~

Thats why he feel I never care he, I never trust he!!!

But what did he know from me??

haiz....=="

Izit what I do everything also for none and just for fun???

Bullshit life!!!!

Really tired wuth what Im thinking from last night till today....

Need for rest for my mind...zzzzz

end here=_= bye~

20/3

Hang out with old friends..

Aha!! so happy today cuz can meet my old friends...

all look different jor lo...

thn today at pm ko meet many friends lo...hehe^^

but today got a bit 'sueh' lo,

cuz first time wear lens untill my eyes red red jor..

haizz...maybe first time lo make me sensitive lurrr=="

Pek Chek!!!

but never mind la cuz today got happy, got 'sueh' and got sad also la...

but anyway..happy today~~

end here o!! bye bye..

18/3

Forget Password!!!

haizz....

2 months cannot write my blogger d....

cuz forget my password d...

now only remember back..haha^^

today go swimming with jane ,gina and gino,

at 18 floor..^^

at there get scold from that guard

cuz i dint wear swimming costume....

that guard blah blah blah...~~

Just back home, jane ask me do something for her

that is help her to wash her hair...

gai lo..her hair so thick..

ko call me help she dry her hair...

aiyer..i dunwan liao cuz lazy..haha^^

end here lur....bye bye..

17/3

Sienzz with them..>>

Today really happy cuz.....

dint see that ppl de face..

cuz they absent today so make me happy with tht nia...

but..gt something happen on fb..

make us feel pek chek...

thy talk over d...

but everything also just something nonsense...

say us rude and ko say Huggies pretend lik 'big sis'!!!!

she so angry!!!

thy say wan let it go bt thy wan start back..

mayb thy feel gv us scold very 'song' lo...

Haiz...>> really dunno with them!!!

keep say no logical de things...

Really bored about them...

==" sienzzzz

23/01/10

First Time...

Hihi...this is my first time to write the blog..

many things stl dunno about blogger lo...

haha..stupid de me!!\

at first time dunno wan to write wat oso...??

maybe just will talk...

something nonsense...

but really dunno wan to say about wat???

==" haiz... end here ba...

22/01/2010